i have decided to step it up a notch.
Do i love the Lord? yes.
Have i always loved the Lord? Of course.
But there are certain things that i do that i have hindered me from aquireing a stronger relationship with the Lord. And for that i apologize to everyone around me for my actions.
I have been struggling in my life lately, Struggles that i wish i didn’t have to endure but i am. And i know deep down that God would never put me through anything that He doesn’t believe I can handle. But i have realized that i am handling it in the wrong way.
I strongly believe in having a loving and caring heart and also a forgiving heart. But it is so much easier to have a loving and caring heart towards someone who has never done anything towards me… someone who has never hurt me or the people i love. But i am starting to realize that i can not pick and choose who i love. I must love all like Christ has loved all.
I have been taking baby steps in making these changes but i havent really voiced them until now mainly because i was trying to make sure of everything in my mind.
I want to be a loving person that everyone and anyone can turn to if they have problems. But my own insecurities have gotten in the way of that and also my strong willed nature…i am not proud of how i have handled certain things in the past but i can’t take them back. I have learned from it. and from here on…i make a promise to myself…to go back to the loving person i used to.
Love them like Jesus.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Sunday Morning
Chris and I went to church. Service this morning was GREAT. I am so glad Chris went with me and is going to continue going! He played drums which he loved. He makes the most ridiculous faces when he plays any instrument. Which is why i love him so much. for his ridiculous nature. ;)
Today is mothers day and i am so blessed to have my mother and Chris’s mother, Sue. They are both beautiful ladies and do so much for me all the time. They are wonderful examples of how id like to be. Although i fall short daily. They are wonderful, beautiful and loving women. And of course i love Chris’ mother because without her i wouldnt have Chris and i am so thankful for that ;). I am so thankful for the both of them. And of course my grandmothers and Chris’ wonderful grandmothers as well. Like our mothers, they are beautiful woman that we both look up to soooooo much. i am glad that there is a day set aside to celebrate them. To just celebrate and aknowledge how much mothers really do daily! They gave us life if not anything else. They deserve a day for just them! But we shouldnt just think them one day a year. we should thank them daily!
I love you Mommy, Sue, Grandma Brenda, Nanny, Grandma Beaird, Grandma Callicott, and Grandma Lane. Even though you can not read this, you all mean so much to me then you will ever know.
i have some beautiful ladies in my life ^^^Beautiful ladies who are all so God fearing and have gentle hearts for the Lord. I am so lucky to have been raised in a family where i have learned about Christ and His astounding love that i am so not worthy of.
I hope everyone is having as wonderful of a day as i am. After working i fully intend on enjoying the beautiful weather!!
Today is mothers day and i am so blessed to have my mother and Chris’s mother, Sue. They are both beautiful ladies and do so much for me all the time. They are wonderful examples of how id like to be. Although i fall short daily. They are wonderful, beautiful and loving women. And of course i love Chris’ mother because without her i wouldnt have Chris and i am so thankful for that ;). I am so thankful for the both of them. And of course my grandmothers and Chris’ wonderful grandmothers as well. Like our mothers, they are beautiful woman that we both look up to soooooo much. i am glad that there is a day set aside to celebrate them. To just celebrate and aknowledge how much mothers really do daily! They gave us life if not anything else. They deserve a day for just them! But we shouldnt just think them one day a year. we should thank them daily!
I love you Mommy, Sue, Grandma Brenda, Nanny, Grandma Beaird, Grandma Callicott, and Grandma Lane. Even though you can not read this, you all mean so much to me then you will ever know.
i have some beautiful ladies in my life ^^^Beautiful ladies who are all so God fearing and have gentle hearts for the Lord. I am so lucky to have been raised in a family where i have learned about Christ and His astounding love that i am so not worthy of.
I hope everyone is having as wonderful of a day as i am. After working i fully intend on enjoying the beautiful weather!!
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