i have decided to step it up a notch.
Do i love the Lord? yes.
Have i always loved the Lord? Of course.
But there are certain things that i do that i have hindered me from aquireing a stronger relationship with the Lord. And for that i apologize to everyone around me for my actions.
I have been struggling in my life lately, Struggles that i wish i didn’t have to endure but i am. And i know deep down that God would never put me through anything that He doesn’t believe I can handle. But i have realized that i am handling it in the wrong way.
I strongly believe in having a loving and caring heart and also a forgiving heart. But it is so much easier to have a loving and caring heart towards someone who has never done anything towards me… someone who has never hurt me or the people i love. But i am starting to realize that i can not pick and choose who i love. I must love all like Christ has loved all.
I have been taking baby steps in making these changes but i havent really voiced them until now mainly because i was trying to make sure of everything in my mind.
I want to be a loving person that everyone and anyone can turn to if they have problems. But my own insecurities have gotten in the way of that and also my strong willed nature…i am not proud of how i have handled certain things in the past but i can’t take them back. I have learned from it. and from here on…i make a promise to myself…to go back to the loving person i used to.
Love them like Jesus.
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